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“It matters if you just don't give up”
- Stephen Hawking

"If you are what you should be, you will set your whole world on fire!"
- St. Catherine of Siena ♥

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Birdy fly, fly away
sábado, 23 de janeiro de 2010 { 20:38 }

I think I’m learning something…I seriously think I am…

The higher you get, the bigger the fall…I guess that has been my problem from quite some time now. Maybe I just need to let myself go, fly away, flap my wings as strong as my frail muscles and joints allow me too and be free, like they say, free as a bird. But I’m no bird nor do I resemble such marvelous creature. I’m just…human. A plain, teenage human that wanders from one classroom to another with no apparent goals or life purposes. I need to be something more, I acknowledge that. I think I need to, metaphorically, grow my little wings now. To put myself out there like I’ve already done in so many occasions where I later regretted them. I need to regain my trust, not just in others in general, but also in myself.

It’s a long shot, and most people miss it, others just quit and never try and, few of them, the ones with suicidal instincts such as myself, we’re no quitters. We’re doers. And that’s what I’ll…well…do. I’m going to give a step forward at this thing. I’m going to risk it all, reveal all of my cards and put it all on the table. I may regret it, but, at least, no one later on can say that I didn’t try, that we didn’t try. So here it is, this is me signing the contract that I trust you, that I believe in you, that I need you and that I love you no matter what. I don’t sign in it with blood since it’ll get darker and darker by the day. I’ll sign it with my soul hoping it’ll get brighter every time you hold me, every time you speak to me, every time your lips touch my own.

The higher you get, the bigger the fall…I just hope my ropes stand the weight…the cliff is getting higher by the second…

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